Monday, March 23, 2009.

can i, will the injury away?

:( this sucks.

{ 8:27 AM }

Saturday, March 21, 2009.

i feel so loved! no reason except for that i just read all my notes accumulated over the years, happy :D

anyway lazyday, welcome break from all training days, competition's in a month i do hope im in though i suspect not! I woke up at 2 today!clarke kee yesterday where i ate a huge cookie and tons of pictures were taken plus me and turtle unknowingly followed fel and val in a whole complete circle for no reason haha because we were so engrossed in our conversation :D they're coming ower to bake now!

anyway what i wanted to type was a really long gatsbylike post about how everyone is essentially lonely, but i realise everyone knows that already! so, no more :D i need to clean up my room today!

i dont know if i want to go to the lit trip. firstly its quite expensive, secondly im afraid i might be homesick!(which happened in kuching as well, even though i had fun i was aching to come back.but when im back, i miss kuching! ah, my life :( I'm a real bad pessimist, must change! ) but lit trip sounds so fun and interesting. It'll be a good experience I'm sure, but I don't know. I think I'm very easily swayed. Anyway, this reminds me of a conversation I had that day, in which we were talking about mission trips and how useful they were. I still remember what someone told me, people don't need the toilets you go there to build, they've been perfectly fine with using their own squatting system (or smth like that). and mission trips, you come, it makes an impact, you go and you forget eventually, like what rachel said. I hate how we forget so easily, things that once touched us deeply.

School starts next week! Cannot wait to sleep comfortably in class again with the chattering of clazzmatez with 3 z's. I feel so much better sleeping in a group of people in the day rather than alone at night, I dont know why! It's a security thing. I'm deathly afraid of strange things that might happen to a person who is sleeping at night! Especially the opressive feeling, which many of my friends have experienced! S face :S

hwalala i want to make meringues but they look hard to do! Haha i want to try making something out of the ordinary. like toffee? and how do you MAKE chocolate. from the cocoa bean like that? or just melt chocolate chipz. shall see what the rest wanna do later :D i want to master cupcaking, been talking bout it for ages but never had the unlaziness to go down to that baking shop along bt timah.

Oh, saw ALBERTA LOW YE-TONG yesterday morning which was great cos i caught up with her and ate my cosy corner and talked about Sameer :) my 3 faborite things to do! we will catchup more soon over (possibly?)math tuition (how i miss aprime.) because i had to rush off for training!
plus on thursday i had a field day telling them floorballers about chuckychoo as well. ah :)
wanted to join mother and charcharbear at her house to study but i came home late from clark keeeee and i didnt have anything to study! my table is a mess i must clear it before everyone comes!

Long post of little substance!

{ 1:56 AM }

Thursday, March 12, 2009.

Im suddenly so sick of the blog after i made it!

{ 11:16 AM }

Hello!:D
its my first time blogging in a long long while, haha! i've been struggling so long with trying to make a new blog (i have completely forgotten how) with val totally not helping and still waiting to be the first to see my blog and haha! Hii (pouty smile)

{ 10:42 AM }

nonsense.

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memories.

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thanks.

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