Sunday, May 10, 2009.

my wasting weekends!

mother's day = good dinner

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes,
snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes,
silver white winters that melt into springs,

I want winter in singapore!

Im NOT emo! im just not speshial, and who doesnt want to be special!

i had nice dream last night :) (hugs bolster)

the world is falling apart, or maybe now i just see more of the problems. the people around me are suffering so much, and i cant do anything, or what i can do is cliche and useless. i hate not being able to help, i really do. Pain is part and parcel of life they say, but it doesnt make it any easier to accept and bear.

I am becoming a hater, not a lover. I find myself telling friends what i dislike more than what i love :(

but i do love many things! Mostly f words, like food family and friends, i CANNOT keep writing melanchonic i-am-going-to-die-soon-thank-you-world posts!!!! ahhhh!

I think i ate pork raw because i thought it was beef and for that i feel extremely dumb! And i need to go shopping badly and my house is so dirty we need to spring clean it!

I feel like going to write letters but knowing me I will probably hang around this cyberspace place till maybe about 2am then declare myself too tired to do anything else, and go to bed feeling like i've wasted my life, or night at least. But then again, maybe not! heehee, i'll go do those letters now. :D

Bye!

{ 6:39 AM }

nonsense.

links here

memories.

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thanks.

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